My Own Hell

I'm hiding behind the scars of my life
As I'm crying when I'm lying awake
I'm trying to tell myself I'm alright
But there's only so much shit I can take
I'm falling beneath the surface of hope
As I'm crawling when I'm searching for faith
I'm calling out now just to let you know
That I'm starting to think this is my fate

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead

I'm burning by the void of all my truth
As I'm yearning for something to believe
I'm hanging so low on this mental noose
As the choke begins to silence my screams

I'm living in a world of my own Hell
As I'm wishing for a Heaven instead
I'm roped by my fears that I can't let out
And I want these monsters out of my head