One Small Attempt

So as I hold this knife in my hand
And slide it against my skin
I brace myself as I feel the sting
Of the sharp blade barely getting in
Clenching my fist on the other hand
But I'm not screaming in pain
Will I let go of the hurtful things
If all my blood's pouring down the drain?

Just one small attempt
And this could be the end

I can't bare to think on my own anymore
Every bad thought leads to another scar
I just can't do this anymore

Fists clenched with emotions in my head
That won't seem to go away
Sometimes I feel I'm better off dead
Just to forget all this fucking pain
Are these normal thoughts inside my head
Or am I going insane?
Should I find a better way instead
To escape all the pain that I slave?

Just one small attempt
And that could be the end

I can't bare to think on my own anymore
Every bad thought leads to another scar
I just can't do this anymore

What have I done
To drive myself insane?
Now look what I've become
I'm blaming all the pain
Tell me what I've done
To drive myself insane
Cause look what I've become
I'm drowning out my veins

With one small attempt
And this could be the end

I can't bare to think on my own anymore
Every bad thought leads to another scar
I just can't do this
I can't bare to think on my own anymore
Every bad thought leads to another scar
I just can't do this anymore

Just one small attempt
And this could be the end
This could be the end